I’m not gonna try and change your mind

I want to belive…
That I dont need help from anybody
That I dont need love from nobody
But it’s not true.
And it’s not helpful, because Im fooling myself.
Fooling my selfish heart.

And I feel so empty.
And I feel so broken.
And I wonder myself why am I here again.

“With every mistake we must surely be learning” says George Harrison’s While My Guitar Gently Weeps song.

Sometimes I belive I do. That I’m learning with every mistake.
But sometimes, like today, and I feel so sad and miserable. Empty and vulnerable.

Just like a crystal heart: cold, fragile and delicate.

Oh No!, Please Not Again
Not anymore.
Please.